*~*Miss Pammy Tan*~*

Wahooo :D
today i went to dinner at Astons located at Katong! Met my Butterfly at the bus stop downstairs my house in our matching headbands!!! heehee then we got off at a bus stop too late! LOL she followed me so it was like the blind leading the blind :X haha

Anyway, people at dinner were: Jeffery, Gerald, Terry, Benji, Yao, Yangs, Phy, Me, Elycia and Jovanna :D (Wow there was someone real rude there with no table manners but i won't say who).

The food was super duper delicious!!! OMG and cheap! Phy's steak plus my crispy fried chicken and 2 drinks and 2 sides each was only $18!!! and they were like big portions!! I ate until i couldn't finish and gave Phy a quarter of my chicken. LOL
Definitely will have to go back sometime!

After dinner, we went to Katong Shopping Center (OMG uber uber shady) for KTV, BUT...they were all out of rooms :( so after much discussion (and seeing real big rain) ended up at......A LAN SHOP! OMG Pamela's do NOT go to LAN shops!! LOL
I tried playing that crazy O2jam game but well, i have no hand-eye coordination -__-. So....i surfed forums instead. HAHA sad. But plus points for the bubble tea i had!! with the chewy jellies inside!! muahahah

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Monday, March 19, 2007

Saturday: Lazed home alone for 50% of the day :D it was great! then went to Georges for Grace's Birthday part 2!! hahah Quite a fun night!! we sat outside to eat, then moved inside to play! LOL but we couldn't seem to pass level 10 of the stupid Find it 2 game!! then we played a fun game "pick, piak, ahhh!!!" hahah and Levyne is pro at scaring the shit out of people!! then we moved on to the times table game -__-" I told them not to cuz i suck at multiplication, but nooo they played it anyway!! and iwas a little tipsy at the end of the night. haha fun stuff tho :D

Sunday: Accompanied Jayce shopping with Grace!!!

haha Jayce got really good deals!! i think i should shop with her more often cuz she got a skirt, shirt and shoes for less than $70!!! It was a pretty fun

day though i think i showed signs of exhaustion cuz i remember saying "huh" quite a few times hahah I think im getting old. I didnt buy anything today!!! I'm sooo proud of myself!! tho i did come close to buying a pair of shoes!! :X

I ate for the first time at the Food republic vivo city!! the foods not bad!! I will have to go and try all the stores eventually!! muahahah I <3>

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Friday: Met Grace at Bugis on her birthday!!! we cabbed (omg the taxi man was crazy! i was putting band-aids on my feet cuz my heels were digging in and he turns around and says "don't throw in the car". WTH do i look like someone who'd litter in a random taxi?? LOL weirdo.) to Boat Quay for dinner (Tho i didn't eat cuz im on a diet!! muahah) with her ex-colleagues.
Then we went to this little shady ktv bar. haha so sad i didn't get to sing my Britney Spears song :( Anyway the pub was cute with comfy seats and pretty disco lights on the wall LOL. but the restrooms were pretty shady cuz it was all wet and well, shady :X.
Went to get Phy from the MRT station around 9. 30 :D Wahhh!! her outfit was damn hott!! so many people staring like siao lol -.-" yea, its hard to be friends with gorgeous people lol. on the way back to the pub from the mrt station the little rubber piece from my right shoe's heel fell off -__- damn shoe. but good thing extra pieces came with the pair!! haha so i guess its a common thing? Anyway i still have to figure out how to replace it cuz theres a crazy screw in the way.
By 11 we were at MOS!! woo hoo. the door bitch was actually nice *gasp* (theres a first for everything) but maybe thats cuz we went through the VIP line haha.

Of course, we went to Smoove and opened a bottle of vodka!! :D (Mani and Marcus joined later) Phy and I also tried dancing on the platform but after 15 mins or so gave up cuz our feet were tired in 4 inch heels!! BUT mainly cuz of this crazy guy who was in his own little world dancing. wait, i don't even know if dancing is the word to use for his "moves". it was more like arm flinging/kick-boxing/mad man on the lose type thing. and when his arm hit mine it was so incredibly gross!! cuz you could feel all his sweat!!

Back at the table we made friends with this lady (i call her mama-san cuz she was buying her table's drinks) Esther. She lived in LA but based in Korea and she talked to me like 1 word per 2 seconds -__-. she asked if phy was interested in any of her friends 25-35!! oh my gawd!! a little too old!!! and when phy left she asked me -_- and i was like uhhh im the same age as phy -.-" LOL. but i guess the bunch was friendly :D plus points for them!

P.S.- there was a crazy stalker guy at the end of the night when Phy and I left the club he stalked us all the way out!! and cuz we couldn't really stand anymore we sat on the curb waiting for yangs. and the stalker guy sat like 5 ft behind us watching!!! stalkerrr!!!

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Friday, March 16, 2007

woo okie!! updates since the last post!

there has been a few sushi eating days haha And i went to eat at Jumbo Seafood at ECP with my extended family! After that they decided to go to the airport for coffee cuz ECP was too crowded and there was no parking. I am amazed at the amount of people who go to the airport to eat and hang out. I thought it was such a weird thing to do, but alas, when we got there there were like a thousand other families doing the same. (OMG i now realize why i don't like children!! Cuz in the car my cousin threw a tantrum cuz he wanted to play at ECP mac! we tried to explain to him where were no parking spaces and he cried -__-. then he said he was crying cuz he needed to pee and we wouldn't listen to him -__-) I think Singapore needs better entertainment. sad. good thing Grace called me for supper with levyne, Jayce and liselle! :D

I went shopping with Phy!! to get my beautiful 3.5inch shoes!!She also brought me to eat Xiao Long Bao at Century square!! yumm my fav!! i didnt even know they had that restaurant there. its the same branch they have at Parkway with bad service haha.

we went to see the movie 300 with Jayce, Gerald, Yao, Yangs, Jerry, Lennart and Candice :D OMG the movie was hott hott hott!!! all the guys in it were ribbed. man i wouldnt mind getting paid to work out for 6 months to be hott and in a movie. Also, i am glad to report to you, Phy and I know the performed the Hokey pokey really well for Jayce and her colleague. LOL free show :X

~~put ur right arm in, put your right arm out, put your right arm in, and you shake it all about, you do the hokey pokey and you turn urself around, thats what its all about! *clap clap*~~

I also saw a super awesome toilet sign at Harborfront! LOL i always seem to find
interesting things in the toilet.So Remember friends, if you're going to use, think of others too

I hung out with my loverr Jayce on Tues :D we went to apply for a job at some agency lol. Then we went to get Grace a present!! I'd post pics but, its a secret!! shhhh :D Then we saw the movie The Messengers. LOL good movie, but abit predictable. Reminds me of another movie but i forgot the name of it. something about some deformed person living in the cemetery where the family lived and the ground like ate them. garr it really bothers me that i can't remember the title -___-

Also went to the movie Primeval with the other love of my life Pingy!!! :D pretty scary movie, i screamed quite a few times. i swear to god i almost peed in my pants when the alligator ate the kid. LOL poor pingys ears :X

After the movie we met Grace and went to this cute little pub at called the Crew Room with her and her colleagues :D yay good days!

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Love, your Toxic.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Why did pam throw a stick of butter out the window?

weeeeeeeeee!!! Today was super fun!! i met my butterfly that i haven't seen in foreverrrr!!! to go shopping!!! :D First we went to Cheenatown. Weird i know!! cuz i never shop there! but we wandered around like a couple of confused chickens LOL and OMG there were soo many tikopecks staring at her boobs!!! i know they're amazing, but please! be polite!!

And OMG i had to buy a standard ticket for the MRT cuz i lost my EZ-link card -__- then when i had to return the standard ticket i tried to shove it into 2 wrong holes!! -__-

BUT...when i did find the right hole like 10x the amount of change came out! LOL instead of $1 i had $2.50 come out!! HEE HEE!! So children, today we learned, if you shove things into the right hole, you'll be rewarded!! put it in the wrong hole, and you're only going to feel stupid muahahah :X

We actually wanted to check out the earings from this shop i had been to before but found nothing suitable -__- so we went to Q bread to get food hahah. (Sponsored by our friendly SMRT) hungry!

After that, since Cheenatown was not to our liking, we went to Marina square!! :D We meant to buy the earing birdcage for Phy at Citylink but when we reached they changed the store to some bridal dress promotion -__- zzZZZZzzzz so she was disgruntled but we shall get it tomorrow!!! :D I bought 6 pairs of earings at Marina square. yea we kinda got out of hand LOL and Phy bought 10 pairs!! :o crazy woman. but the girl working there is super nice! (she gave Phy an extra pair LOL) for sure we shall go back to that store!! Phy also bought this retro styled headband that she apprantly cant figure out how to wear!! hahaha this is kinda how it went:

hahaha before, and after my help. LOL okok i think we'll get it some day......
anywhoo, can you say mambo!!!! yea I'm going to get one too. damn me for not buying faster LOL

After more aimless wandering and getting a pillow for yangs, we found ourselves going to Suntec!! heehee i finally found that damn shortcut again LOL. OMG the place was frigging crowded cuz of the IT show!! crazy people!! And we met Benji!! LOL good thing he did too cuz we told him of a less crowded way to get in! muahahah!! and after more wanderings and hunger, we decide to go to Marina Bay!! Then we ordered this beef thing at the cafe while waiting for yangs and when it came it was a tiny plate -_- and we shared cuz it was pretty pricey LOL but it was delicious.

When we finished, we got into the car and im moving some junk in the back so i can sit.

All of a sudden my hand touches this soft rubbery thing...........WTH........of course i expect nothing less from Yang's car -___- but it was so small !! and hollow!! like what are u supposed to do with it?! too small for a dick and too big for a finger.....i guess i have more studying to do hahahaha......well, as long as they didn't use it before i touched it -.-"

We then went to Great World City!! to catch the movie The Pursuit of Happyness!!

with Will Smith in it :D It was such a good movie!! but a little too much running and coincidences LOL. Very Inspirational :)

On top of that, we snuck 2 bags of chips in haha in a GNC bag LOL who checks those anyway ;) And just so everyone knows, the lady on my right's tummy made loud grumbly noises LOL.

When I came home, we celebrated my aunt's birthday with a mint chocolate cake!! :D yummy!! So much for my diet!! -__- LOL

P.S.

Me and Phy's Elf spree items came!! YAY!!! <3

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Thursday, March 8, 2007

it'll totally break my heart and i'll die if they don't come this summer. yea i do know heart break feels like. It doesn't have to be over guys at all. 180 degree turn 2 years ago and so many adjustments to my life-past/future/present, that if they don't visit and bring me back to sanity i don't know what i'll do. Please just do this one thing for me and i'll never ask for anything ever. You don't even have a fraction of idea what i'd do for them. I'd quit shopping, eating, partying, ANYTHING for them........

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:D woo hoo!!! today i went to Parkway with Rachel to eat at Sake Sushi!! we had a pretty good chat with a few laughs LOL and ran out before they served us the chicken we ordered :X but its not like we didn't wait for them for quite awhile. they didn't want to serve it, and we got full haha!

Rachel is so funny, i wanted the salmon sushi and it never passed our belt, but i saw it on the other belt. So she got up, ran over to the other table and grabbed it for me!! hahaha i love u Rachel!!! <3

Then we went to Tampines mall to meet Honey! Cuz she and Rachel wanted to go to Isetan. LOL So honey got this shirt and it was super cute so...........I got one too :X In a different color of course :X

They don't call me Shopaholickk for no reason. hahah! I think they should have a Shopaholics anonymous similar to AA LOL I'd so be court ordered to attend.

12 steps:

We admitted we were powerless over shopping--that our lives had become unmanageable.
Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.
3. The only requirement for S.A. membership is a desire to stop shopping.
Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
Each group has but one primary purpose to carry its message to the Shopaholick who still suffers.
Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God, as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to shopaholicks, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

God, sounds like freakin' cult rules......or like Mormons :X...........or my sister's church :X hahahah Speaking of, my friend invited me to church for Easter -__- i don't know if i want to go...its so far away!! but she called me yesterday -.-" i think its a conspiracy! to ask me soooo early i'd have no chance to say no!!! dun dun dun!!! >=\ haha see how, if i get to dye easter eggs and eat chocolate bunnies this year (unlike last year grrr) i will consider :D
HAHA i can so see my mom yelling at me like last year "God sacrificed his life for you to cleanse you of your sins and you can't even appreciate him for one day!! Easter is not about chocolates and easter eggs!! There is no such thing as the Easter bunny!"

1. Hellooooo, you force me to go to church on christmas too, thus its more than one day a year :)

2. Hellooooo, even if i were to believe he died for all of human kinds sins, he died sooo incredibly long ago, im sure with all the sinning he must have run out of clean blood or something by now!!

3. Hellooooo, Without easter egg dying and chocolate bunnies Easter is pretty much pointless. Its like pinching you for not wearing green, even if its not St. Patricks day.

4. Hellooooo, Don't be silly, of course the Easter bunny exists. Just like Santa and the toothfairy. The Easter bunny's name is Fred. He told me so.

Anywhoo, we walked around abit more and around 9:30+ Rachel's friends Erica and Kim met up with us (after Erica's work ended) hee!! and honey left :( so the 4 of us went to McCafe and chatted. LOL Kim and Erica are so adorable! LOL birds of a feather must be! LOL very fun chatting with them even though its only for awhile :D then i caught a cab home with Rach around 11 :D

P.S. Marcus saw me at Mickie D's but didn't say hi......stalker :X muahahahah

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Monday, March 5, 2007

Okie, finally what i did today!! woo hoo. Today was the 15th day and last day of Chinese New Year!! boo hoo. so we went to my aunts gambling den to play cards! today was not a very huating day :( i won some, then i lost some, in the end i lost only 2 dollars after all the playing today -__-

I was supposed to meet Aunty Susan and Sabrina at the Tampines interchange to pick up a cake for Terrance's, Aunty Susan's and Aunty Joyce's birthday, but of course, i over slept. oops lol. they called me at 3 and was all like "i thought u were supposed to meet us" and i was like "oh shit" then i rushed like mad to the interchange haha.

Anyway, for dinner there was fish steamboat -___- gross i dont like fish. so i barely had any tho i ate some duck and abalone. I dont know what the big deal about abalone is anyway. jeez, if u ask me, it tastes like mushrooms :X

I also watched charlie and the chocolate factory for like the 98236472th time and big momma's house 2 there. LOL good stuff :D

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Yesterday i went shopping at Vivo with Grace!! yay!! i bought a green top from topshop :D but damn my genes for being short cuz the shirt is long -_- so i think im going to have to get it altered. but uggg i am ever so lazy. and the last time ihad the lady alter my pants one side was longer than the other -__- but i still would go back cuz she n her husband are such a cute old couple LOL.
i would hv to say that Pull and Bear doesn't have many exciting things this season -___- hopefully they'll fix that soon.
We also went around to get presents for Pucca. We went to Build-A-Bear!! OMG the place is soo awesome

and sooo cute!! i totally want to make one for myself!! LOL

we went to Sushi Tei!! yay my fav jap restaurant in sg just cuz the deco is hott. the food too lol. and i like vivo's cuz the windows are so big :D
Later Taco (Grace's bf) and
Ronald (Taco's friend) came to meet us and frolic around vivo. I wanted to see a movie but they wanted to go drinking.

LOL so drinking it was...we went to Georges where Grace use to work but if u ask me now, i have no idea where it is LOL. just take cab :X i think maybeee siglap or mayybeee
i could be wrong.
haha but anyway it was a cute place, pool table and all. And they played real good RNB :D so i was happy. and their drinks were nice n we had some white wine and fries too lol the only down side was the table next to us from my point of view had this like middle aged white guy with his balding friend come in for whatever. and this total spg came out of nowhere and started sucking his face every 2 seconds. wth, get a room, i dont want to see that unless im the one sucking someones face.

Oh, and apparently i am a bitch and bimbo according to Grace >=\ LOL
Also, readers please note the Eunos mrt station's 7-11 has no Pokka grean tea. Like WTH. Please dont call yourself 7-11 anymore. you are not worthy of he title >:0

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Hee Hee so i havent had much time to update this. like i said, im lazy and busy LOL. anyway updates!!!

On thursday i had pingy, jerome, kelvin, jayce, yao, rachel, steph and doug come over to bai nian!! LOL we ate steamboat all prepared by me!!!

wahhh so hard -.- i accompanied my mom to a market in the morning!! yea, you read right...a market!! a freaking wet market at bedok interchange!! they better love and appreciate me cuz anyone who knows me knows i absolutely DONT go to those places!! It was weat, smelly, shady, dirty, dark and noisy. AND the worse thing is...the tofu selling lady told my mom she had a pretty MAID!!! WTH!! she called me a maid -.- even tho i was the one directing my mom what to get and how much and was holding lesser bags than her. ugg i was so insulted!!! HELLOOOOO which maid goes around in branded clothes and a fresh manicure to a freaking wet market -___-. maybe i should buy the lady some glasses for her birthday. Whatever, that pretty much topped things off for there...im never going back to another wet market.....

Anyway people came and it was fun, i think i was a pretty good hostess hahah :p i accompanied yao to buy toto and 4D LOL. Poor thing was falling sick. After dinner we watched SAW!! and yea, tho I'd seen it before....i screamed. i admit LOL Rachel screamed too!!! lol

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