it'll totally break my heart and i'll die if they don't come this summer. yea i do know heart break feels like. It doesn't have to be over guys at all. 180 degree turn 2 years ago and so many adjustments to my life-past/future/present, that if they don't visit and bring me back to sanity i don't know what i'll do. Please just do this one thing for me and i'll never ask for anything ever. You don't even have a fraction of idea what i'd do for them. I'd quit shopping, eating, partying, ANYTHING for them........