*~*Miss Pammy Tan*~*

Today I went to Jayce's house to play Yao's Wii!!! LOL stupid Yao/Yao's brother has too much money so he bought a US set for like over $700 -.-"
But its worth it!!! Because its super fun!!! LOL OMG the sports are super fun and the Mario games are fun too!! I think we all can sit there and play forever!! Only the cooking game wasn't fun at all -.-" Played until my arm got tired and in the end no sense of accomplishment, but a lot of panicky feelings, followed by hunger after looking at all the food. HAHA. The shooting game seemed nice too. but i think that one is nicer to watch than play (--,) hahah

We went for dinner around 8:30-9 ish at KFC!! Yummy! I had popcorn chicken!! (and ate half of Yao's cheese fries! heehee)

Later we went for coffee at Dome! But we didn't have coffee, we had iced chocolate with gelato (ice cream type thing)! Yumm (--,)

Jerome pillioned me home (thanks babes!!) and i saw 2 cockroaches on the way to his bike in the parking lot!!!eeek!!! heehee, another fun day completed :D

P.S- Attention to everyone!!! Yao has a poser shoe size!! He bought big flip flops just so his foot would look bigger!! haha (He has the same-maybe a centimeter or two bigger- shoe size as me!) You know what they say about small hands and small feet.........(--,)
Don't worry Yao I still love you!! LOL :D

Me wearing Yao's poser flip flop on my left (--,) LOL

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Thursday I went to TF at MOS :D

JoJo and Me!

RNB in the main room! My favorite music with my favorite people!! I wore lower heels as i was in a lazy mood LOL. but i still got a huge blister on my big right toe :( And as usual thanks to unkle, we didn't have to queue (--,) muahaha!!
The crazy photographer kept taking pictures of us even after we asked him to stop!! ROAR!! we don't even normally take pics -.-" Anyway I shall post the less scandalous/hideous ones of us in Pall Mall :D

Rena, Jayce, the crazy photographer and me!

Phy and Me!

Haha something super funny happened while we were dancing in the cage....Phylaine and I were dancing and having our fun, when this weirdo guy starts dancing really close. And OMG his grin was so sneaky and so irritating looking -.-" (Body rating not bad but I rate him in NS (National Service) so nothing new)

Anyway, he was like all awkward dancing with one foot on the higher platform and his hand on the cage , so we were like gross and moved closer to each other and away from him. Then he moves closer...we move a bit more away....he moves closer...and Phy and I are pretty much hugging/grinding/squeezing like lesbians. (Why the hell do guys not get these kinds of hints?! I mean, no we're not lesbian, but you could assume we are by the way we're dancing and moving away from you!! We're not mean people, we try to ask you to go away nicely, but noo...)

Worst of all, he started to play this "game" younger guys like to play where they physically push each other around to get closer to the girls or whatever with his friends. Like 'ohh lets see if he/I can score' *rolls eyes* OMG super childish!!! Hello!!, I'm sure you've already noticed us standing here and we can SEE you!! I don't know whether to be insulted or amused.

Finally, It got to the point where there was no more room to squeeze and hes pretty much on top us so I stick out my hand onto his chest and say "excuse me..." and he was like "huh?!sorry??" (and he's STILL grinning like the dumbass he is) and i was like "can u just stand over there?...yea..over there" (still keeping him one arms length away) and he was like "oh...." an his friends were like sniggering in the back. I guess he was so embarassed he got off the platform immediately. LOL poor guy, I'm sorry, I really didn't want to be mean...but really, how many hints do you need? Hopefully he doesn't try that again to anyone else in the near future!

Other than that, I had a super fun night!!!

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Today I had alot of fun with Jayce and Jerome!! (Yea, I see Jayce so often i think we could be lesbian or something!! haha i cant live without her!!) Jayce gave me a pink daisy today!! to make me feel better since I've been a bit emo recently, but thats another story (--,). Anyway, thanks babes I love you!!! And I love daisies!!

Haha see me cam-whore through the mirror

They took my Thai Express virginity!! I've always heard the food was bad there, but you won't know until you try right? (--,) I thought it was delicious!!! I love the Phat (i think its spelled right...its pronounced Phaad) Thai noodles!! I've always loved phat thai noodles anyway, I hadn't had it in so long. We also had green laksa, which was interesting, but I think I prefer red/orange colored ones better. (Though maybe they should come up with purple and blue laksa haha *idea* or rainbow laksa!!)Lastly, we had this soft shell crab under some curry type sauce. Yumm!! I'm in love! definitely will be going back soon!! (shh don't tell Vila'ge, they might get jealous)
The music is really good there too! They played like 90s music that I haven't heard in llike forever!! Since I was in like 3rd grade or so (--,) good memories and conversation starters.

After dinner we went present hunting for Jayce's "brother" and bought him a purple t-shirt from Zara!! I have good taste, what can I say (--,) muahah! Before we left to see her off to MOS, we stopped at McDonalds for ice cream!! I think it was Jerome's craving this time. Not mine. *gasp!* hahaha.

In the end, we wasted about an hour trying to hail and call a cab -__-" There are 30,000 cabs in Singapore I wonder why its so hard to get a cab!! Roarr!! we ended up walking her all the way to Clarke Quay. Super hot!!! I think we would've gotten there faster if we had walked in the first place. lol
Jerome and I had Starbucks before we left! yay!! I love Starbucks!! Iced caramel machiatos forever!!!

P.S. There are ants in my house. I do not know where they come from, but i think that Singapore is so small and we have invaded their territory, thus, they are invading ours!! >=\ I do not know whether to accept them as neighbors or to nuke them with my ant repellent. Maybe I shall destroy half the group each time so the other half can run back to headquarters n report to the queen. Or maybe I will destroy groupings every other day? tsk tsk, life is so full of decisions.

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Yesterday I went to Vila'ge (again!! LOL they should give us some sort of rosti eating award) with Ash, Jayce, Terence, Calvin, Priscilla, Shan and Charmaine! I had a whole plate of rosti and crepes!! I think I'll never get sick of crepes lol they're sooo delicious!!

My hero making my crepe!

My ah neh eating my crepe :X hahah *XOXO*

Terence and me!

A paper heart Jayce folded for me!!

After dinner we broke into 2 groups. Me, Shan, Ash, and Terence went to Bugis (Jayce ditched us at Dohby Ghaut :x) to see some people, and ended up playing at the arcade and having desert at Ah chew Desserts! LOL the cutest game ever is the Mario car racing game! I got 3rd out of 4 racers, so I guess I'm not that bad after all! (--,)

Shan-the queen of this crazy drum game + ash-king of the black people :X (I have also learned that I have no eye and hand coordination...)

I had the Mango sago at the dessert store. Definitely delicious! and i want to point out that its way better than the Honey dew sago!! muahha! But I found the most entertaining thing about the storebesides its cute seats and tables, was its name. LOL ahhh chewwww!!!! :X ok im lame.....LOL but I wouldn't be surprised if you found strange things in your dessert. (--,)

Me and Shan!! (Everyone take note that shes Honey's cousin!! Awesomeness runs in their genes and Singapore is wayyy too small!:D)

On a side note, I've discovered that I'm so short, if i sit properly on any regular sized toilet bowl, my 2 feet cannot touch the floor fully. However, If i sit a little forward, I can! I'm wondering if i start drinking milk now, whether I can still grow taller (--,) But I don't think so...and theres the fact that I pretty much hate milk....
Oh well!! Short people are cuter people!!!

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Blog updates!!! On Monday I went to catch Death Proof with Jerome after having lunch and a bit of "catching up" at Pastamania. :D

The movie was interestingly captivating. Its not exactly the best movie I've ever seen, but its humor and mysteriousness was somewhat magnetic. Pam's rating is 3/5!

After walking around a bit, he went to work and I went to the Singapore General Hospital near Outram Park to visit my aunt Helen who had back surgery. (Gee, hospitals seem to be the trend now of days...)
When I called my aunt Joyce (who was also visiting with my immediate family), she failed to tell me I should take a cab and I ended up confused at the MRT station -__- But I am so proud of myself for finding my way there!!! I followed all the signs, past the bus stop and then around the first 6 hospital buildings. The numbering is so retarded. (Maybe not so if you're in a vehicle, but I wasn't!!) it went from 6,5,4 then 3,2,1. And of course my aunt was in building number 7!!
So I walked one big round ( past some shady road workers who kept staring at me, probably because i looked like a lost goose in the middle of the road) and got there all gross, confused and sweaty. The worse thing was that parts of the hospital wasn't air conditioned. I was prepared for the worst when I went to the 6th floor, (got lost in the hallway) and found ward 76....but to my surprise and gratification, room 10 with bed 4 had very cold air conditioning!!! :D

After some greetings, i declared myself hungry and we all went to the food court to eat dinner (--,) Can't say it was the best duck rice ever, but my tummy was satisfied :D Later before leaving, the nurse helped my aunt move from the chair to the bed and it is incredibly scary to see your aunt tear in pain. Anyway, I wish her all the best for her 72 day leave!!

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Monday, June 25, 2007

Today was a pretty good day. jayce came over for awhile (Mostly because I was late again and didn't know how long it'd take for me to get to the bus stop :X). Turns out, our plans were canceled due to an unforseen reason, so we wallowed around my living quarters for awhile. LOL and took a nap! Later, we went to orchard for dinner (intending to meet Phy but she had OT!! roar!!) at Vila'ge! Yum, I totally forgot to take pics due to hunger, but we had Rosti and Seafood baked rice! Both were delicious! Poor Jayce's tummy wasn't feeling very well, so we ended up at Starbucks for drinks! haha I oficially love the Starbucks at Wisma Atria! Because they have cool dividers. (--,)

As I was exiting the Tanamerah MRT station on the way home, i sensed a guy walking behind me. It all seems pretty normal except for the fact he was walking at an angle getting closer to me.....Not being the paranoid kind, I didn't think much until he said "Excuse me (mumbles something)" and i thought he was asking for directions. (Tanamerah MRT has people who ask often because of the 3 directions of trains, busses, way to airport etc.) So i was like "Sorry?" and he goes "Is it possible to get to know you"

LOL. I was abit confused cuz my brain was registering what he said. And I mean, I wanna direct him to the airport! Anyway, a few seconds later when it registered, I was all like "Oh, no thats ok. thanks, sorry" HAHA

Man, I hate rejecting people like this. Because I wanna let them down easy cuz I'm sure it took some courage (and men have such tiny egos that easily bruise =x) , so i end up saying stupid things like "thanks and thats ok" lol making me feel retarded after (But I guess not as retarded as he'd feel hahah)

Not to mention he stuck out his hand and I didn't shake it =X I felt so rude. Oh well, what to do? I really don't want to know strangers in work clothes, that need to shave abit cleaner, who hit on girls in train stations. In the end, he was like "Oh ok" withdrew his hand and sped off in the other direction. I wish better luck to the next guy!! :D

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

Today, I woke up and absolutely no one was home! Except for my sissy. So around 5, Jayce came over and later had dinner at Block 85 with my sissy and me! We had fried carrot cake, char kway teow, chicken wings and century egg porridge! Yumm!! I love 85!! But I'd love it more if it was air conditioned and cleaner though (--,) LOL

Jayce!

Sissy!!

Me and Jayce camwhoring before we left for Georges!

After dinner, we went to Georges for Levyne's birthday! (but it actually was supposed to be a normal gathering) We had a lot of fun and i got a bit....too tipsy (--,) Anyway it was bomb!

Gilda and the guys

Venus and Gary!

I really wanted ice cream at McDonalds after the pub closed (Cuz i get really hungry after i drink) so we went to ECP McDonalds for drinks and a little bit of beach walking!! (Thanks for putting up with me guys! i looove you!!:D) my ice cream sundae was delicious (--,) chocolate fudge!!

Levyne!!

I was so scandalized at the beach. There were soooo many tents pitched and people even had their laundry hanging on the line!!
Ok, since I've been here, I've seen stuff like that before. But not THAT many tents! And i always thought the clothes hanging were like wet swimsuits? BUT NOOOO!! They're actually underwear, singlets and bras!!! OMG thats so......I don't even have a word for it. LOL people are weird.
Is it THAT fun to camp there all weekend? with so many people walking/running/whatevering around?! They even brought like all their pots and pans and stuff! like the non-disposable kind! I am so weirded out.
Anyway, like I always say, whatever floats their boats :D

Blurry pic of all the lined up tents!!

On a side note, things you might or might have not known about Pam:
Hahaha, so today i was in the toilet looking at my arm when i noticed the 4 moles that have been there all my life. Incidentally, their arrangement forms a rectangle when traced together on my arm!! It was just fate that there was a pen on the shelf in my restroom (--,) I traced my moles and drew a smiley face!! (Jayce drew the lashes and bow) Yea baby, its hip to be a rectangle!!

Also, I wanna say....OMG my right boob is soo obviously bigger than my left boob!!! Its going to over take the left boob and be a uni-boob soon!!! *touch wood*
I was taking a shower today before Jayce came and looked in the mirror and had the shock of my day!! I mean, I know its normal to have un-proportionate boobs, arms, legs, whatever, but this is like crazy!! Its not as if I (or anyone else for that matter) massage my right boob everyday or something! (I heard if you massage your boobs they get bigger)
I swear they're still growing too!! OMG! what if one day, my right boob grew so much bigger than my left boob, that id have to buy 2 different sized bras to cut and sew together?! I'd jump off a building only to be bounced back by my right boob!! that'd be so traumatic!! *touch A LOT of wood*

Anyway, I figure I should massage my left boob more often to make sure its keeping up. It seems like people always have ways to make boobs bigger (massaging, papaya etc), but what about smaller?! If you have the answer, please call my cellular telephone immediately! thank you :)
I would totally post a picture of them, but I don't want to make this an RA blog. LOL So, I'll start taking queue numbers!! muahaha....you wish (--,)

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

HOHO. My dinner plans were canceled....TWICE today. Friday night -__- *sighhhh* I guess I'm fated to be home tonight. I've actually been really good all week. No drinking, partying or smoking!! Amazing!!! Hahah I've been telling you peoples i need an image revamp but "good girl" seems a bit boring. Next you'll see me in a library!!! MUAHAHAH 8-)

Anyway, the last few days my mommy was in the hospital!! Cuz the other day i woke and half her face was like not working. So i was all like "mom how come ur face is all funny"
and she was all like, "oh something must have happened yesterday but I've been procrastinating the doctor today." But she looked in the mirror and immediately went.

Apparently she called my dad and later daddy called to ask me to pack a bag for her cuz she was at the hospital. They were testing and observing her in case it was a stroke.
We went to visit her again this morning around 11 and after a few hours of boredism and her visiting friends she was discharged!! Woo hoo!! Seems like it was just an infection of some sort which is a lot better than a stroke :D Her face might not be working yet, but her nag is back on full power with the 2 days to make up for. =X

Mommy!!

Daddy firmly reprimanding me for something but I forget what cuz i was busy taking this picture! LOL

Me eating at Jack's place after visiting mommy the first day cuz I told daddy I had a cow craving!! Cow and blood (--,)

I must say, the hospitals here are like shit :S At least the ones I've been to.
(Disturbingly, in my 2 years here, its kind of scary to count the number of times I've visited someone in the hospital. Like, more than my whole entire life minus the 2 years) The beds like aren't automatic. and for some reason the wards didn't seem very hospital like. And was lacking a door....
I've even been to the wards in Singapore with no air conditioning before!!! I walked in and had the shock of my life when my cousin had Dengue and another had abdominal pains. I mean, it seems so uncomfortable, I'm surprised ANY patients get better. Not to mention if you look under the pillow cover of my moms pillow it looked like there could possibly be things growing in it... Terrible! I was telling Rachel I'd rather die than sit in an un-air conditioned ward with 3 other sick patients. *touch wood*

But I have to say their patients uniforms are kinda cute. I mean, I'd never wear them. EVER. Cuz they're so aunty (--,) But they have pink for the ladies and Blue for the men. HAHA I think male nurses should wear green and female nurses should wear purple. Also, all visitors should wear yellow but maybe thats going a bit too far (--,)

Me rubbing in the fact mommy can only half smile =X

Me camwhoring while being bored at the Pharmacy!

Me smirking cuz i thought i took a sneaky pic of my even grumpier evil twin!!

On a side note, My cluckking M key isn't working very well. So every time you've seen the letter M in this post, please appreciate it a bit more for the extra muscle strength I've had to use, to make this post possible for you to read! :D You know you love reading my posts and i love you for reading them!!

P.S- I think im turning into a vampire!! I ate medium steak instead of medium well and silently wished I had ordered medium rare the other day! :X Quick!! run away!!!!

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